Dreams....

   I had the worst dreams last night. In it we still lived in our house but my entire (and I do mean ENTIRE) family was here because I was pregnant! I was apparently in labor because we all rushed to a hospital....but it was a hospital that didn't have an OB/GYN. And I wasn't able to fully deliver a baby..this is where it gets weird folks...I remember in the dream I woke up and everyone was there and they told me that I couldn't do it. That I had tried really hard but just couldn't do it so I got up and went to my GP and tried telling her what happened. I asked her if I was still pregnant and she says "Well we will get some blood and find out." And then she draws some blood....which was so painful in my dream...excruciating. Then she comes back and says "I'm sorry but it seems you aren't." so I am not sure what exactly happened to the pregnancy because in the beginning I was def pregnant. But I kept waking up crying and I kept trying to get back to sleep so I could get back to this dream so I could work out what was what....and I went back a few times...sometimes to where I was "pushing" and other times I was hovering over myself in a hospital bed..it was just weird and sad all at the same time. Eventually I woke up at 10am and was just so sad that I just didn't try and go back to sleep.
   Now earlier I said I had there was one before that and I don't remember much other than waking up and wanting to get on FB to make sure it wasn't real, I had dreamed I got on FB only to find that two very close friends and their family were killed in their home and someone had hacked a FB account and let everyone know. That is all I remember but it was so REAL I was FREAKING out! I panicked for a minute and then realized it was all a nightmare...so I went back to sleep but only fell into my other dream about the phantom pregnancy...all around I would say I didn't get a good night's sleep. I just don't understand why I had two such terrible dreams in the first place...what the HECK was I thinking about as I fell asleep!? All I know is I woke up feeling very sad.